Please crush me

I’ve listened to “Crush” far too often. By now, I start crying as soon as I hear the first chord. It makes me far too romantic. And a bit shizophrenic: on the one hand, what’s making me cry is the beauty in those words. Then again, the whole topic has been bringing me down lately and the song isn’t helping me to get it out of my mind. I admit I’ve been thinking a lot these days and therefore gotten hardly any sleep at all, as my thoughts tend to haunt me at night when something’s on my mind.

Still, I’ve been crazy about Dave Matthews lately and can’t stop listening to him. Seriously. He’s driving me mad. And I’m not (only) talking about enjoying his music. The man is neither very handsome nor extraordinarily charming, it’s just my ridiculously huge weakness for talented musicians. It’s always been like that – almost scares me off, hell! But he’s just so darn good! As soon as he starts playing with those incredibly talented fingers, I go ….

Anyways, I’ll be attending the “Fremdsprachenwettbewerb”, the competition for foreign languages, the day after tomorrow, to represent my school in Tyrol. Let’s see how it goes. I somehow can’t seem to get excited about the whole thing.

>It’s crazy, I’m thinking, just knowing that the world is round; I’m here, I’m dancing on the ground<

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